You know the feeling...You're driving in a car in (relatively)new territory and nothing looks familiar. Not quite right. And it hasn't for a while now.
But you're not sure. And that sinking suspicion that you may be lost gets gradually deepr...like you're sinking slowly into quickand. But you don't want to turn around because you're hoping that you'll round the bend and suddenly the light-bulb will go off and it'll click into place.
Except in never does. The realization never dawns. And your uncertainty becomes fear without your noticing it.
But you don't want to turn back because you don't want to admit that you're lost. On the wrong path. You took a wrong turn somewhere...and the woods are getting deeper and darker as you continue on...
That's where I am. What turn did I miss? What call am I ignoring? What should I be doing? And will it matter, anyway?